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Name: brittany
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| well all those things down below are blogs from myspace that i dont want anyone to read. <333 so yea. peace nigga | | |
| these are some quotes that i really like. hope you like them too. they mean eveything im trying to say. <333
Its when I'm standing six feet away from you and not being able to find the words to tell you how much I love you and how much I miss you that I want to just scream to the whole room that I'm still in love with you. It's when I'm sitting alone with the phone in my hand dialing your number and hanging up that I would trade a thousand tomorrows for just one yesterday. Then I could just call you to tell you goodnight. It's when I am really sad about something and need someone to talk to that I realize you're the only one who really knew me at all. It's when I cry myself to sleep at night and it hits me how much I would give to hold you at that very moment. It's when I think about you and I realize no one else in the world is meant for me."
i found all ive waited four
&& i could not ask for more.
time goes by alot slower
when you miss the one you love
i hate the way you talk to me and i hate the way you cut your hair. i hate the way you drive your car. i hate it when you stare. i hate you big dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind. i hate you so much it makes me sick-it even makes me rhyme. i hate it when your always right. i hate it when you lie. i hate it when you make me laugh-even worse when you make me cry. i hate it when your not around and the fact that you didnt call. but mostly i hate the way i dont even hate you at all-not even close not even a little not any at all.
N0B0DY understands how much i miss you.
i miss how much we used to talk & i miss all the things
we used to do. I try not to admit to myself that i
still feel this way. nobody knows that i still wake up,
think of you each day.. i still think of you & i really
do miss you.. i would give up everything i have
to be everything that we're not...
Wherever you go, whatever you do, wherever you are my heart is with you. No matter how far Ill always be near. Whenever you need me I will be right here
A great love is when u shed tears and still you care for him. It's when he ignores you and you still long for him. It's when he found a girl and yet you still smele and say Im happy for you
It still hasnt sunk in yet. I havent totally realized that hes pushed me out of his heart forever, but Im not sure I want it to hit me fully, yet, because I know that, when it does, I will feel pain like nothing I have ever felt before
Even if we never talk again, remember that i`m forever changed by who you are and what you meant to me
Maybe the reason I'm still attached to him is because he's the only one who's said, "I love you," and meant it.
Call me a hater if you want to, but I only hate her cause I want you...
Say I'm trippin if you feel like, but you without me isn't right...
Say I'm crazy if you want to, that's true -I'm crazy about you.
i'm so fed up with my thoughts of you and your memories
& now every song reminds me of what we used to be
"Far Away"
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
[CHORUS]
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
this is a comment i left on heathers site. i really liked what i said so im putting it on here. . .
i think i can relate to this better than anyone else. i will never be able to let go of the love i have for andrew. he will always be the best thing i ever had. and i will always love him with all my heart. hes the person i think about when im going to bed. hes the person i think about when i wake up. everything reminds me of him and i hate it that we are not together. i am so in love with this guy. i freggin said yes when he asked me to be with him for the rest of our lives...(for everyone thats slow, we were engaged). i know i will have to move on but im scared to. im scared to let go bc what if i do then he comes back and says he cant be without me anymore. i dont want to move on. i want to be with him for the rest of my entire life. i know i have made many mistakes in my life and i regret doing most everything i do. but when i was with andrew he made me forget all that. he made me his everything. and he was mine. he was not only my boyfriend but more importantly my best friend. (even tho i still had heather) i told him anything and everything. i had nothing to hide. i could be myself with him. no putting on a mask to impress. bc he saw through that. he saw the real me. and i think thats why i love him so damn much. bc he listened to me and excepted me for who i was. yea people have came and go in my life...but andrew will always be there. he will always be the one i am ment for. everyone finds the right person at some point in their life. well i have already found mine no doubt. and if it takes waiting forever then thats what i'll do. i love andrew with all my heart. and there is nothing more i can say... | | |
| Taurus & Pisces
When Taurus and Pisces come together in a love affair, it's generally a happy union. They are two positions apart within the Zodiac, and such Signs tend to have karmic ties and a deep empathy for one another. While Pisces is idealistic, dreamy and impressionistic, Taurus is more down-to-earth and practical. They're both nurturers, however, and both prize harmony and stability in a relationship.
These two Signs have much to offer one another. Taurus can provide the grounded approach Pisces needs to put all those dreams into action, and Pisces can offer the kindness, gentleness and sweet sympathy that Taurus so loves in a lover. At times, Taurus can't understand Pisces's seemingly simplistic life view; in reality, of course, Pisces isn't simple at all. Still waters truly run deep, in this case.
Taurus is ruled by Venus (Love) and Pisces is ruled by Jupiter (Luck) and Neptune (Illusions). When Venus and Neptune meet, a beautiful spiritual connection is made. Both of these celestial bodies vibrate with feminine energy. Together, they represent an idealistic relationship which borders on the divine. Jupiter adds its masculine energy to the combination; this Planet represents philosophy, expansion and excesses. These two Signs together can produce the kind of union both dream of; it may seem like heaven on Earth to both. The downside? This kind of heady, dreamy connection can be rooted in just that -- dreams, illusions, fantasy.
Taurus is an Earth Sign and Pisces is a Water Sign. These two Elements are generally quite compatible, as both Water and Earth are tangible, physical entities. Taurus can help Pisces stabilize their sensitivity, and Pisces can bring a touch of magic to Taurus's practical approach. They should take care, though -- too much of a good thing can turn Earth to mud. Taurus could tire of Pisces's emotional instability, and Pisces may in turn feel that Taurus is insensitive to their needs. The good thing is, it's generally easy for them to find a way to overcome their differences.
Taurus is a Fixed Sign and Pisces is a Mutable Sign. Where Taurus is steady, stubborn, practical and focused, Pisces likes the feeling of moving from one thought to the next according to fancy. Taurus's rigidity can hamper Pisces's flexibility; Taurus will need to learn to let Pisces flow. As a gift in return, Pisces will be a very supportive and loving partner. Pisces can show Taurus that mutability is sometimes better than a fixed determination to do things one way, and one way only.
What's the best aspect of the Taurus-Pisces relationship? Their different emotional natures complement and harmonize with one another very well. The overall empathy and commitment these two Signs value in a relationship is what will keep the ties strong and long-lasting between the Bull and Fish. | | |
| I would've followed him to hell if he asked me and maybe I did
All I want is for you to know me again and for me to be in your life. And even if it can't happen right now, I would just like to know that you heard my plea. I would just like to know that I am not blocked from your memory.
I cry because I know he doesn't feel the way I do. I cry because I think of how pathetic I am. And I cry because I think I'll be crying forever
Sometimes it's hard to face reality. you feel the greatest feeling everytime you're with that special someone. You can't sleep because you'll see them tomorrow. Every time you're with them it's like a moment in heaven. But soon the magic disappears. Your heart is breaking and tears come constantly. Everybeat of your heart hurts from all the pain You wish you were hidden from the world, the maybe all the pain would go away. It's hard to face reality. Love...It's not what it seems
Sometimes you love something so much that it hurts to leave it, but you must. Sometimes it hurts too much to hold on to that thing you love. And sometimes you let go of what you love because it hurts, but then just sometimes... you get it back and live happily ever after.
Whenever I cried he would always make me feel like he would change the world if he could so it couldn't hurt me anymore. But now Im crying and he's not here
You can close your eyes to things you dont want to see, but you cant close your heart to things you dont want to feel
When you said forever, you meant a few months. When I said forever, I meant every day until I died. When you said always, you meant until you couldn't handle it anymore. When I said always, I meant until time ended. When you said you loved me, you meant I was no different from any other girl. When I said I loved you, I meant I had never felt what I felt for you
With you my heart will always stay. With you my thoughts will be every day. You remain to be the one that I regret letting get away. Why didn't I say what I needed to say? You are the one I will always use my wishes on. You are the one I will always wish was never gone. I'll constantly wonder what went wrong. I'll forever think of what I could've did that was never done.
I hate you...and then I love you...it's like I want to throw you off a cliff....then rush to the bottom to catch you
Oh, I shouldnt care or wonder where and how you are. But I cant hide this hurt inside my broken heart. Im fighting back emotions that Ive never fought before, cause Im not supposed to love you anymore.
It is much easier to turn a friendship into love, than love into a friendship.
How do I say goodbye to what we had, the good times that made us laugh outweigh the bad, I thought we'd get to see forever, but forever's gone away - it's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday
Love can tear and rip you apart, but if you're very lucky, it can put you back together.
Isn't It weird how you say you hate the guy that broke your heart, but when he runs back to you your arms are wide open
The most painful love there is, is the love left unshown A love that cannot be expressed, affection left unknown The love that withholds touching, afraid of what it would say And the most painful thing about unexpressed love is... it never fades away.
She gives you all she feels but you wont ever see that until shes gone.
The worst feeling in the world is loving someone, when they don't love you back. Your heart aches every time you see him, knowing that no matter how deep you look into their eyes, trying to reach their heart, you never will
He was my north, my south, my east, my west. My working week and my Sunday rest. My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song. I thought that love would last forever--I was wrong
I guess I thought youd be here forever. Another illusion I chose to create. Dont know what youve got until its gone... and I found out a little too late
Im right here where he left me... I havent moved from this place. Hes gone on. I need to move from this spot. I need to move on so when he comes back to look for me, I wont be here, where he left me.
U said u didn't want 2 see me get hurt, so does that mean that u closed your eyes
when I cried?
I wonder,
Does he think about me the way I do?
Does he dream about me the way I do?
Does he talk about me the way I do?
Does he wonder about me the way I do?
Does he fantasize about me the way I do?
Does he love me the way I do?
I wonder. | | |
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this time i promise not to screw it up between us. i love you with all my heart and i promise to show you this forever. you are my bestfriend and my everything and i could not ask for more. . .
i will love you always andrew, <333 brittany danielle | | |
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